2021.12.07 21:30 unknownhuman25 When you love the people you live with but you living with them is really hard for you
I’ve felt pretty isolated my entire life. I’ve always been an outcast, I have trouble relating to people. I’m just fundamentally different to everyone I’ve ever met.
I’m 18. I live with my 5 younger siblings. I love them, but I really have trouble living with them. I’m just not built to live in a loud, chaotic house. I’m not even joking. All I hear is screaming all day, from 15 feet away from me. My room doesn’t even have a proper door and a lock, it’s just a sliding door.
I rarely ever have time to properly recharge my battery. Even when I do, I’m interrupted. I think this is a perfect example of how no, people do not just perfectly adapt to their surroundings. Sometimes people are just who they are. There is so much I want to do as a person but when I’m in a constant state of a agitation, it’s hard to.
If someone had a cheat sheet on how to make me feel suicidal, it would read “Prevent him from ever recharging his battery and prevent him from ever getting personal space.” So no wonder I’ve had to hold in essentially depression/stress breakdowns. And I’ve had to suppress my feelings, because I can’t feel these things with little kids around me. Little kids don’t deserve to be around someone who is dealing with these thoughts. It’s not right. So I prevent myself from feeling them. I let myself go numb. I don’t know what else to do.
I’ve made the decision not to go to university, for several reasons, including the path I’m planning to take in life and the things I’m pursuing. Someone who doesn’t know me could be easy to call this stupid, so I ask that you are considerate when approaching this topic. But the problem with choosing to take a path that involves something I actually enjoy, is that I’m not going to be doing well financially for a while. I’m gonna be relying on my parents. And I’m not really going to be able to leave this place.
It’s a choose your misery situation. Stay here, and deal with what I’m currently dealing with, or go take a path in life that will stress me deeply, and would probably result in me feeling suicidal in the end. Something that makes me even more ironic and hypocritical is that my parents are the ones funding what I’m pursuing. And they do truly support it and love me which is one thing I’m really grateful of. But there’s certainly a level of guilt that I’m not the one providing for myself.
Anyways I just wanted to get this off my chest. It’s just something that I’m struggling with that I need to express.
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2021.12.07 21:30 xxxFading Ways to obtain Silverhawk Boots?
Since I obviously missed out on the original event to obtain them … is there anyway to get the boots? I have like 1000 feathers and would love to use them. I chatted with Django and he didn’t have em 🥺
Thanks everyone! I just came back after a many year break and am easing back into the game
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2021.12.07 21:30 saber903 Why has the utd Starbucks stopped accepting meal money?
I went in today, and I saw that it says that they're not accepting any meal money. I just wanted to know if it's temporary, or permanent. And if it is permanent, why?
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2021.12.07 21:30 bringerofsnoww I’m 20 years old and Seamus makes me cry every time I listen to it
2021.12.07 21:30 FrancoB97 How is Sense doing today? And the incorporation of the new functions like score, HRV, etc?
Hello everyone, I wanted to see how the Fitbit Sense was doing today, if the software is better.
How are those new metrics that Fitbit incorporated such as score, HRV, etc.
And my biggest question is with sleep tracking, Fitbit has the reputation of being the best but what data does it give you and advice? I do not see that anywhere, someone could share me a screenshot to see what advises you
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2021.12.07 21:30 Outrageous_Donkey392 actaully no and shut up indian, get out.
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2021.12.07 21:30 Pukketeerthegreat591 What is Bruce Campbell doing in a mushy gushy hallmark Christmas movie
2021.12.07 21:30 shazmaru Just watched my 5,000th film!
And by random chance it was 'the Immoral Mr. Teas', hah. Because there's little hope for a good one randomly showing up after seeing so many movies... Its fine. I embrace it now.
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2021.12.07 21:30 SixteenTimesTheTodd Praise Todd Howard
2021.12.07 21:30 Custis_Long There are so many things wrong with this empire, I don’t even know where to begin
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2021.12.07 21:30 bbysaturnn Has another gotten a message like this from a subscriber? I am assuming it’s some sort of bot. Should I be worried of refund?
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2021.12.07 21:30 williambotter Pacheco e Lira fazem acordo por fatiamento da PEC dos Precatórios, que viabiliza Auxílio Brasil de R$ 400. Entenda o que já pode ser promulgado
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2021.12.07 21:30 redhornet33 When will edain go online? Start price?
When will the coin go online and what price it will start with? First they said it goes online in march next year, now whitepaper shows presale planned until 09/2022...
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2021.12.07 21:30 Tenacious_Jey Kayla Rossi
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2021.12.07 21:30 Warrior627 Timespace Delivery problem
Every time i try to claim any rewards it gives me a communication error and that network connection was lost. I’ve already tried reinstalling the game twice but the problem lingers. Any suggestions on what I can do to resolve this?
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2021.12.07 21:30 johnrock001 What are Manga and Anime?
What are Manga and Anime? - https://www.myanimeforlife.com/what-are-manga-and-anime/
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2021.12.07 21:30 Gokage1107 What being bored is like
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2021.12.07 21:30 ChrisJaber120 Darth Vader - Hilf Mir (Rammstein)
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2021.12.07 21:30 Alarmed-Definition-2 [WTS] [WTT] CONUS two tone GMT
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2021.12.07 21:30 NotAPersonl0 Why does nuclear fusion produce energy? Wouldn't it just use lots of energy to combine tritium and deuterium into helium and a free electron?
2021.12.07 21:30 sausageandtea I think my roommates may be drugging me. How can I be sure before making any assumption?
I do drink here and there; but, I have a feeling it may not just be alcohol. I am not a heavy drinker, I only have 1 glass of beer, if that.
There will be times when I pass out and don't remember a thing. Like I will wakeup completely naked or even my clothes partially on. Sometimes I would make up sweaty and sticky,
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2021.12.07 21:30 ceehrah Memantine
2021.12.07 21:30 Beam-19-Productions Last night my 9 year old asked me what some of my favorite movies/books were. She started looking up artwork to try and draw. Came home from work today to find this on my desk.
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2021.12.07 21:30 Mcndre85 Ice Cream Cake Flower Rosin [Canada]
2021.12.07 21:30 EveningContribution Do you sometimes feel to lose sanity while turking?
So I was just working on a task from MIT. Rating a gazillion sentences if they sound natural. I am not the fastest worker and finished the last sentence 3 minutes before the end of the allotted 30 minute window. I hit the submit button and - bang - saw the mturk login page. Logged back in, reloaded the task from the queue but all my selected answers were erased. (The task didn't open in a separate window). I had no other choice but to return the task because there is no way to go through the whole task again in 1 minute. So basically I wasted 30 minutes of my life. The glitches are so common with mturk I am wondering sometimes if I am insane wasting my time there for a meager pay and constant frustration about glitches and errors. I was ready to smash something. I guess I can answer questions regarding this with 'yes' now.
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